[01 Mar 2004|11:11pm] okay guysss new l/j name aly55a i probably wont use it for like another few days because im having rough times. but add it 11 Carve your heart out yourself

rip [29 Feb 2004|06:05pm] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | pretty girl ] i pretty much just killed my livejournal. so this will be my last entry. r.i.p-alyssa2202 3 Carve your heart out yourself

[28 Feb 2004|11:01pm] yesterday i stayed home sick. i didnt go to the games either...i dunno i didnt feel good at allll. but i was about to stay home on my weekend so i waited patiently for my friend danielle to get home and went to her house around 1030. we looked at pictures and talked then went to bed. got up for bowling. :) 101,118,126 :-p went to jen's after! made a CD for our movie. then jaclyn came over and we made it! it was soooo LONG. then we watched it. jeffrey came over and we showed him it...he thinks were insane lol you have to see this video its very cool. lol well now im hereeeee and im going to go get my dress tomorrow w/ danielle and our moms. leave a commmmento :) :) 3 Carve your heart out yourself

[26 Feb 2004|11:00pm] [ mood | grumpy ] [ music | your're sooooo last summmer ] mmm...im so incredibly sick of school. thats how every entry starts off. haha some people make me so happy. whoa but then theres those people that ruin your day. dont you hate that...the ones they deliberately go out of their way to make your day horrible. i love swimming. i just wish i didn't have it 3rd hour so i didnt have to look like shit the rest of the day. but then i figure...there is no one really to impress. and theres two other things that i complain about in every entry so we must not leave them out. 1. i hate how things are now compared to what they used to be. like how many close friends i've lost. 2. how much i need a boyfriend. i hate livejournal because i use this to complain, and im annoying when i complain. but i guess its your choice if you read it or not lol. today was a good day so i dont know why i'm in a bad mood. i have up biting my nails and looking at my split ends for lent...and if i was catholic i would have died and went to hell. thank god my religion doesn't do lent. haha i also hate how i trust people so easily. like i just meet them and i like trust them with my life. i wish i wasnt like that. but to me they act like they care so much..but then i always end up getting hurt. then i dont know who to trust. ehh im sick of rambling on and on and on. so now that you guys have heard my daily complaints i hope you feel completed ;) *thgierotnemmocaevael* 2 Carve your heart out yourself

[23 Feb 2004|09:55pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | ocean avenue ] i hate school and about 80% of the people in it. i would give anything to move. but oh well what are ya going to do? cheerleadings almost over...but then football tryouts are in about a month anyway. uhhh im kind of excited about springfling.lol even though i have no dress or anything yet. i really want a boyfriend, and not that one week bullshit. i want a good boyfriend. blahhhhh i want to go shopping for flordia and go tanning really bad. i'm sick of being pale hah. i also want my bellybutton periced like mad. my mouth hurts from burning it on a CINNAMON ROLL. i love the show inferno and the name kendal. i hate homework. expically math homework. well i think that covers everything on my mind right now. :) commmment 5 Carve your heart out yourself

Like a Saturday Night I'll be gone before you knew that I was there [22 Feb 2004|03:48pm] yesterday i couldnt go to bowling. which like ruined my whole saturday.=( but at 8 i went to danielles. we definitly had some good times. lol then nicks friend john came and picked us up and we went to his house. we watched him play pool for like 8 hours...then we just went to find a movie cuz we were sick of watching them. but we ended up watching his 1st birthday! aw lol he was so cute and mark was like 4. :) lol then we watched the 6th grade video yearbook and everyone looked sooo young wow. then i watched clore nick matt and danielle play euchre cuz i dont know how. they gambled a bit more haha then me and danielle went home around 130. we got home and played some b.s and ate our favorite cereal. :) then we layed down. i had to leave around 2 to go bowling. (which i don understand because my dad said i couldnt go yesterday because "he had no money" but he did have enough for all 3 of us today?) but we got there and there was like 4 b-day parties going on and no open lanes. so we went to dairy queen. and walmart. now im home and we have school tomorrow. which makes me want to... i dunno do something bad. lol comment:-D 2 Carve your heart out yourself

[21 Feb 2004|12:07am] let me star off with how fucking sick danielle marie craft is.   lmao! i love her though....:-/ ok im done. :) i did like a 250 question survey but then i tried to edit it and i hit delete...but these pics meant more to me. :-p   9 Carve your heart out yourself

[20 Feb 2004|06:05pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | gob ] Yesterday i went to jen's. i got there and we went to the movies. me jen john scott glen.we waited for matt and nick...they took forever. i missed them though so it was worth the wait ;) then we seen danielle and steph there. we seen butterfly effect. it was one fucked up movie haha very cool though. i gambled nick...lost both times. so he won $2 bummerrrrr after the movies we went to wendys...scott's mom drove us home. spent the night at jen's. she beat me in speed like 8 times. she showed me some very cool songs. we talked on our phones and inernet...then layed down talked for a bit and feel asleep around 330 we woke up and went to the mall w/ jillian for dresses. there had like nothing. we went to olga's then finally we found 2 dresses. one for jillian one for jen :) im going next week though. then jenny lou dropped me off and now im here and i really want to do something tonight but i've spent every penny i own at the movies this week. comment   <3Alyssa. Carve your heart out yourself

[19 Feb 2004|12:06pm] This break blows. I have done nothing...but i guess it's better then school. I'm going to jen's today. :) its been awhile. i'm excited. we might go to the movies tonight. you should go too.   and if i ever stop thinking of you, i'd probably choke on the words i never said. It's times like these, where silence means everything 4 Carve your heart out yourself

[16 Feb 2004|09:16pm] yesterday i went to my grandma's and aunt's. after i went to go see my moms boyfriends house hes probably gunna move into. its right by natalies:) and stephanies...so ont he way home i went there. after she came to my house...we ate and went to the movies w/ glen and wally. we had fun lol then we went to her house and talked on aol then layed down. we woke up ate breakfast then watched bad boys two which a one long ass/good movie lol. even though i didnt really understand it...stephanie helped :) after i went home and talked online and ate some pizza..pretty much nothing lol. now im about to go to the movies AGAIN with danielle and eddie. ill update laterrr HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN MARIE MOTOLIGAN! 4 Carve your heart out yourself

weeeeekenddd [15 Feb 2004|11:39am] well i hoep all of you had a wonderful valentine's day ;) i just got back from dewitt! lol well lets see... yesterday i woke up at 8 finished packing, picked up danielle and got to north. we got some goody bags and headed off for dewitt which is like 2 hours away. i rode w/ krystelle...we just slept 80% of the way lol. we finally got to dewitt and we were there from liek 11-630. varsity competed first and they got first place in round 1 and 2! i was so happy! then it was our turn. we messed up kind of alot...but we still got first! mannn we were doing so good lol. we finally got out of there and got to the hampton inn!we swam for like 6 hours and had some very good times. we were liek stunting in the water with like danielle kalen natalie meagan and kristelle. oh man it was awesome. then we all went in the hottub. and thats just about enough said. hah we ate and went to bed then. i wake up and krystelle mom was telling me how i was talking in my sleep and yelling "GOT TEAM! SOMEONE CATCH ME! LETS GET FIRED UP!" lmaoo wow who does that? then we ate again and hit the rooooad. now im home :) AND im very excited about mid-winter break :D <3alyssa comment:) 5 Carve your heart out yourself

[14 Feb 2004|12:23am] It's Valentine's Day. but i don't really care. and im also not full of this hatred that i thought i would be. :) i received zero carnations. well probably because i'm just so cool that people don't want to send them to me. ya thats it... ummm in about 8 hours i'm leaving for cheerleading competition. and the best part is we get to stay in a hotel! and and now i can SWIM how i want, not worry about how my hair will look after and not wear a swimcap! i'm so excited! well...i think you all should call me while i'm there. because when everyone is on the phone with their boyfriends. ill have someone to talk to too. 2155204 7 Carve your heart out yourself

[12 Feb 2004|11:18pm] today we had competition. :) we got Second place. how sweet is that :):) Varsity got 3rd. :) im very proud of meagan:) and nikki, and natalie and kathleen. hah on the bus ride home me and krissy had good times. i love her. :D after i went to Danielle's because well...you guess it our mom's made plans for us. lol   Valentines Day is in 2 days...but in about ehhh 36 mintues it will be tomorrow. which is retarded. i hate valentines day. just another one of those pointless days in the year that makes you feel stupid because you don't have anyone. AND i forgot to go buy valentines at the store...which makes it like 2145456453164 times worse...:-/   leave a commmmmment 5 Carve your heart out yourself

sickkkkkkkkkk [10 Feb 2004|02:02pm] i got up today and i wasnt feeling to hot,. but i went anyway. then in like first hour i didn't feel good at all so i just called my mom. </3 Then i came home and slept from 9-2...so i come to turn on the computer and it wouldnt turn on. i was getting so mad and checking all these plugs and it took me like 15 mintues to find the right one. but i got it :) lol </3 im not going to the games tonight :/   im kind of sad because i was in a game cheering mood. lol </3 leave some and make me feel cool so kiss me hard...because this will be the last time that i let you. 4 Carve your heart out yourself

hmmm [09 Feb 2004|06:25pm] i was just thinking...and i realized how much i miss middle school. and them good ol' days. i really miss nick and matt and jen. and now i never see stephanie :/ i miss our all the good times we had with our whole big group in middle school. i have to admit...i miss our pods. i just hate how i don't see people that were like my BESTfriends.   comment     6 Carve your heart out yourself

[08 Feb 2004|12:21am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | toxic ] ehh long time. yesterday we had a half day of school i was very excited. after school, i went home and took and nap and came and cheered for the freshman game...yay then i went to jv and watched danielle show off her tight motions.lol then i went to her house for the night. we talked to wally and eddie on the phone for like 2 hours then layed down and talked for a little bit and fell asleep. we went to bowling in the morning...and had to bowl 6 games..wow i bowled a 69 the first game lmao. it made me in a bad mood. i hate that. then i went home and took a shower and went to the mall w/ danielle. we seen some hot kids...:) then we saw alyssa and rachel. i love them :) i bought a shirt and it says something in spanish or french that i dont understand. but thats ok because the design is cute. then after the mall i came home for about an hour then went to danielle's again, and we just sat around with her brothers friends for a little bit and then hung out with brad and brian. :) ughhh we read some pickup lines and sent awhole bunch to dan hah. then i came home, and now im bored and hungry...and i dont feel good. lol General 001. What is your name? Alyssa 002. Spell your name backwards. assylA 003. Date of birth: 7/10/89 004. Male or female? female 005. Astrological sign: Cancer 006. Nicknames: ? 007. Occupation? i dont work. 008. Height: 5'3? 009. Weight: 90 010. Hair color: Blonde 012. Where were you born? Mt. Clemens 013. Where do you reside now? Chesterfeild 014. Age: 14 015. Screen names: a2lyss2a 016. E-mail addy: alyssa71089@yahoo.com 017. What does your screenname stand for? its my name. :) 018. What is your LJ name? alyssa2202 019. What does your LJ stand for? my name and some numbers...LOL 020. Pets: dog, cat, and some fishies 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? probably like 14 022. Piercings? 4, ears 023. Tattoo's? notta 024. Shoe size: 5 1/2 or 6 025. Righty or lefty? Righty 026. Wearing: moose pajamas and a hoodie 027. Hearing: nothing 028. Feeling: disappointed, bored, hungry 029. Eating/drinking: coke, toaster strudel Friends Which one of your friends is the.. 030. Craziest? a few 031. Loudest? Sam 032. Nicest? Krystelle:) 033. Bitchiest? all of us 034. Life of the party? all of us hah 035. Jock? Jillian, Jen 036. Prep? i dunno 037. Rebel? hmm 038. Cutest? Rachel, Megan Motoligan Krystelle and Laura! <3 039. Best friend of the same sex? Danielle, Samantha, Megan, Stephanie 040. Best friend of the opposite sex? Nick, Eddie, Scott, Dan, Dominic 041. Most popular? were all nerds lol 042. Rudest? probably natalie and jen...but i love them both. 043. Most shy? none. 044. Dumbest? myself. 045. Smartest? chels and jaclyn 046. Weirdest? jen! 047. Has the best hair? i like everyones hair but my own haha 048. Best personality? there all wonderful 049. Most talented? oh alot of them 050. Most ghetto? jamie and ashley 051. Most spoiled? hmm 052. Drama queen? were all like that 053. Pain in the ass? oh they all can be 054. Funniest? every single one 055. Best advice giver? danielle or samantha 056. Druggie? 0 057. Most likely to join a colt? no one 058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yep :(:( 059. Person you've been friends with the longest? megan 060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 181 Other Stuff 061. Have you ever been in love? no 062. How many people have you told? ... 063. How many people have you been in love with? 0 064. How many people have you kissed? don't know 065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? cheek 066. How many people have you dated? hah not sure 067. What do you look for in a guy? personality, sense of humor, eyes, and smile 068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes and smile 069. What type of girl do you usually go for? i tend to go for guys haha 070. Do you have a bf/gf? nope 071. If so where did you meet them? - 072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? - 073. Do you have a crush right now? nope 074. If so who is it? 075. Do you believe in love at first sight? kind of 076. Do you remember your first love? no 077. Who is the first person you kissed? uhh... 078. Do you believe in fate? yes 079. Do you believe in soul mates? yes 080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? well i hope so Favorites 152. Color: pink & black 153. Food: pizza, pretzel, cinnamon rolls, toaster strudles, chicken soup in a bread bowl. lol 154. Song: alot 155. Show: 7th heaven, trading spaces 156. School subject: i did like photo...but i dont have it anymore...:-/ 157. Band/singer: lotsss 158. Animal: puppies 159. Outfit: idk 160. Radio station: 88.7, 93.1, 95.5, 97.9, 105.9 161. Movie: mmm alot 162. Pair of shoes: my DC's but i need new shoes and fast. 163. Cartoon: umm 164. Actor: Ashon Kutcher 165. Actress: Julia roberts 166. Potato chip: i like alot of potatoe chips 167. Drink: pop 168. Alcholic drink: vodka, mikes, puckerrr, and MALIBU. haha good times 169. Holiday: Christmas & New years. 170. Perfume/cologne: abercrombie 8 172. Jello flavor: strawberry 173. Lunch meat: salami 174. Board game: life, mancala, monopoly 175. Video game: deff. mario party 1,2,3 and mario kart 176. Website: livejournal 177. Book: child called it. its the only book i've ever read and liked haha 178. Computer game: SIMS. and roller coaster tycoon 179. Number: 2,12,22 180. Cereal: berry burst cheerios, smacks lol, cinnamon toast crunch 181. Comedian: chris rock 182. Dessert: i like desserts 183. Disney character: hmm.. 184. Clothing store: aber, weathervan, ae, pacsun, wetseal 185. Pasttime: cheer? 186. Teacher: DROPPS. cerrini, caudill, novak, mirzoian :) 187. Childhood toy: barbies and baby dolls and thats where it ended. 188. Carnival game/ride: i dont know 189. Candy bar: snickers 190. Magazine: seventeen, ym 191. Salad dressing: itailian, ranch 192. Thing to do on the weekend: bowl, and be with danielle and megan :) 193. Hot drink: cappichino 194. Season: summer 195. Sport to watch: basketball, football 196. Person to talk to online: i like to talk to everyone. lol This or That 219. Coke/Pepsi: pepsi 220. Doughnuts/bagels: doughnuts 221. Day/night: night 222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: east 224. Make love/have sex: mmm...don't matter 225. Coffee/tea: cappichino 226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: cheesehamburgers 227. Rap/rock: rock 228. Britney/Christina: Christina 229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: swiss 230. Real World/Road Rules: both 231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: both. :) <3 232. Silver/gold: Silver 233. Nike/Adidas: adidas 234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: taco bell 235. Sweet/sour: sweet 236. Punk/emo: mmmm 237. Hot/cold: hot 238. Winter/summer: Summer 239. Spring/fall: i just like fall for the dougnuts and apple cider, i like spring more lol. 240. Operas/plays: plays 241. Read/watch tv: watch tv 242. Cd's/tapes: CD's 243. Dvd's/vhs: doesnt really matter 244. Old/new: depends 245. Shorts/skirts: both 246. Pink/red: Pink 247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: i like both 248. Meat/vegetables: depends 249. Mexican food/chinese food: Chinese 250. Commercials/infomercials: i LOVE informercials 251. Scary movies/comedies: both 252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikinis. 253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandals 254. Dogs/cats: both 255. Unicorns/fairies: fairies 256. Water/land: water 257. Sugar/spice: sugar 258. Black/white: black 259. ribbons/bows: Ribbons 260. Chicken/beef: Chicken 261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: white 262. Cars/trucks: cars 263. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin powers 264. Popcorn/pretzels: pretzels 265. rap/Hip hop: rap 266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate 267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: i dont watch it. 268. Back rub/foot massage: backrub 269. Picture frames/photo albums: both 270. Pens/pencils: Pens What Is Your Opinion Of The Following 271. Eminem: <3 272. Virgins: good. 273. God: heaven 274. The Osbournes: cool 275. Reality TV: i love itt 276. J.Lo: i like her movies lol 277. Religion: good 278. Emo music: ok 279. Valentine's Day: i HATE valentines day. and i will this year too 280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: good? 281. Homosexuals: there annoying, and i hate it. :-/ sorry 282. Abortion: RETARDEDDDD 283. Inter-racial relationships: ok 284. Murder: i have a fear of being murdered 285. death: scary 286. Obesity: :( 287. Pre-marital sex: if your in love 288. Terrorism: bad 289. Pornography: haha not for me 290. Fortune tellers: i want to go to one 291. Threesomes: depenedsss :-p 292. Prostitution: my day job. 293. Politics: borrrring 294. Country music: some songs are good 295. George W. Bush: retard 296. Cloning: sweet 297. Britney's boobs: i really dont care, and i dont understand why its a big deal. :) 298. Gas prices in America: highhh Have You Ever 331. Mooned anyone? a camera...lmao 332. Been on a diet? no 333. Been to a foreign country? canada 334. Broken a bone? toes 335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? i think i swallowed a tooth before? 336. Swear at a teacher? behind there backs 337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? ya 338. Got in a fight? verbally...lol 339. Dated a teacher? yep, Dropps. 340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? almost hah 341. Thought about killing your enemy? nope 342. Gone skinny dipping? nope 343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? just my friends 344. Told a little white lie? of course 345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? probabaly once 346. Stolen anything? yep 347. Miss used a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? lol..yap 348. Been on tv? yappp 349. Been on the radio? umm nope i dont think so 350. Been in a mosh pit? once 351. Been to a concert? yes 352. Dated one of your best friends? yes 353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? ya :/ 354. Decieved somebody close to you? i dont know what that means 355. Broken the law? lol yep 356. Been to a rodeo? nope... 357. Been on a talk show? no 358. Been on a game show? nah 359. Been on an airplane? no 360. Got to ride on a firetruck? yes! for a parade 361. Came close to dying? mmm...no 362. Cheated on a bf/gf? neverr 363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? i can to natalie and megan. thats about it lol 364. Terrorized a babysitter? probably 365. Made a mud pie? for sure 366. Had a dream that our falling off a cliff? yes! then right before you hit the bottom you wake up and your heart is like going a zillion miles a minute and you dont want to go back asleep. yep it happens all the tim elol 367. Snuck out of the house at night? oh well we always have "plans" to...but we fall asleep 368. Been so drunk you didn't remember anything? no i remember everything. 369. Had an eating disorder? never 370. Felt like you didn't belong? yes 371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yessssss 372. Smoked? no 373. Done drugs? noo 374. Been arrested? no 375. Had your tonsils removed? nope 376. Gone to camp? yup 377. Won a bet? yep 378. Written a love letter? hah ya...those little elementary school ones. "circle yes if you love me" lmao 379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yaaa 380. Written a love poem? tried. 381. Kissed in the rain? no 382. Slow danced with someone you love? "liked" 383. Participated in cyber sex? mmm no 384. Faked an orgasm? nope 385. Stolen a kiss? uhhh 386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? im not in one hah 387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? nope 388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? my mom. lol, haha j/k. 389. Gotten a speeding ticket? nope 390. Done jail time? no 391. Had to wear a uniform to work? nope 392. Won a trophy? yuess 393. Thrown up in public? 1st grade baby. in front of the whole class. fortunately no one remembers except danielle and shes loves me anyway :) 394. Bowled a perfect game? ya right. i can bowl 69's though 395. Failed/got held back? no. 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? mmm maybe once? 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yues! i love them 398. Taken ballet lessons? yaaa for a long time 399. Attempted suicide? nope 400. Cut yourself? nah Randomness 425. Do you believe in aliens? ya 426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: coca cola, my cell phone and a paper towel 427. Do you have any hidden talents? no 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? i love mtv. hah 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? romance, scary, comedy 430. What would your movie star name be? ...? 431. Do you play any sports? i play cheerleading 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? mmmm the ring. its not that scary but its weird 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? ehh i dont remember 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? dickie roberts 435. Do you drive? nope 436. What is your dream car? hummer, bug, ferrari 437. Do you think you're good looking? nooooo 438. Do others think you are good looking? lol no 439. Would you ever sky dive? yes and i want to really bad 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? ya :) 441. How many rooms do you have in your house: 3 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? i love rollercoasters 443. Do you believe in God? ya 444. Do you believe in Satan? ya 445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yea 446. Do you believe there is a hell? ya 447. Do you own a pooltable? nope 448. Do you have a pool? yes 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yes 450. Do you like chocolate? not plain 451. Who/what is on your 2004 calendar? ? 452. How many U.S. states have you been to? alot driving to flordia 453. Ever wished on a shooting star? never seen one. i wished on a regular star though 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? dude bath tub (and laura was one the same yr. lmao), and a jack-in-box. 455. Do you carry any weapons on you? naah 456. What is your weakness? i have alot 457. Name something you can't get enough of: computer 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: kjfhjsa,hn? 459. How many kids do you want to have? 2-3 460. Future daughters names: kaleigh, kayla, kendell 461. Future sons names: tyler, dylan, kyle 462. What is your ideal way to die? sleeping. not suffering 463. How do you release stress? bath, talk to my friends. 464. Are you a trendy person? i guess? 465. Are you an artisitic person? nah 466. Are you a realistic person? most of the time 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? nope 468. Are you a strong person? i can be. but usually not 469. Are you a strong willed person? ya 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? well livejournal i/m's everytime i got a get comment. so probably meagan cuz she seems to comment alot compared to anyone :) 471. Who is the last person to IM you? mmm scott 472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yesss 473. Are you a deep sleeper? sometimes 474. Are you a good story teller? if i have a good story 475. What do you believe is your best quality? i dont know 476. What is your greatest accomplishment? 1st place competition...it was my best accomplishment and my only. hah 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? both 478. Do you do yoga? no 479. Do you have your own credit card? i wish 480. Let’s say you win the lotto. what do you do with the money? buy clothes...save some 481. Do you have a check book? nope 482. Do you like your driver’s license picture? i dont have a license 483. Do you tan easily? when i go tanning yes 484. What color is your hair naturally? like dirty ugly blonde. 485. How many fillings do you have? 3 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 0 487. Worst feeling in the world? being alone, losing someone you love 488. Best feeling in the world? being/feeling loved 489. Is the glass half empty or half full? i say empty 490. Last thing you downloaded? toxic 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? nope only purposely 492. What do you think people think of you? i dont know 493. Are you a likeable person? i try to be 494. Do you need therapy? hah nope... 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no 496. Whats the best way to be proposed to? i dunno. there is no "best way" it just has to be romantic :) 497. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? i really wouldn't know...maybe? 498. When are you moving? i just did move? 499. What’s your favorite phrase? i dunno ok...im done comment nowww:) 7 Carve your heart out yourself

[04 Feb 2004|09:24pm] hmmm yesterday my parents divorce was final. lol...it feels no different. i just thought'd ill tell. today i went to school. it was reatardeddd i had 14 mintues after swimming to get ready. it made my day. i got to wear my hair down :p umm 4th hour was quite interesting...;) i hate tom. :) ummm then i had to stay after school and do a bit of "studying" haha.... then i went to cheerleading...and danielle came to cuz she had some studying to do too. i love danielle. umm came home made spaghetti and sam came over... i love sam. well now im about to go watch american idol! commenttttttt 14 Carve your heart out yourself

haha [03 Feb 2004|10:33pm] blahhh school was so stupid today... i had swimming and my hair got extra wet? so it was all frizzy and i had no makeup.. and i hate when ppl talked to me because i even more ugly then i already am..hah it was horrible. jillian happened to tell me that i had a bad brand of a swimcap...she said she has a good one for me to use...:) <3 after school i came home got my report card. everything was decent except the D on my final exam in math...but i knew that was comming. then i went to sams and ate...got ready for cheer. had a game and i didnt cheer except halftime because i brought the wrong bodysuit...yep im cool. so i was the only one who didnt match. pshh then varsity game came and it was good times! me and krystelle wereeating mcdonalds and this arab kept throwing broken pencils at us? then ashley and katie come and start yelling at em and throw the pencils back? me and krissy left and came back like 20 mins later...and abb katie and ashley are still arguing w/ him?! lmaoo then for like an hour straight this kid repeated the words" chicken fried rice" he had like a little hand motion to go with it. so i screamed some dirty words...:p and he calmed down a bit. it was funny though...katie was going crazy. shes like GROW UP!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao i guess you had to be there? <3 comment:) alyssa 3 Carve your heart out yourself

[02 Feb 2004|07:40pm] yesterday was the superbowl. i went to the mall.. got my swimcap for swimming! then to danielles...we watched about 2 mintues of the superbowl. now i owe her 3$ and makeup :/. we just sat around alot...but we still had good times..haha i couldnt go to sleep last night...so i ended up talking to natalie to about 1 in the morning. :) then i did some homework and went to bed. school...its was stupid and boring as usual... came home and went to cheerleading..and we didnt do anything at practice and me katie and ashley made up some sweet dances...we were having some good times :D commmmment 8 Carve your heart out yourself

slkfjnbcxmlow [01 Feb 2004|05:23pm] [ mood | crappy ] Last night i babysat... got 40$$ went to the mall and spent it :) [x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x] What's your name? ::: Alyssa Birthplace ::: Mt. Clemens Age ::: 14 Age you act ::: 12 :) Current location ::: my card table Eye color ::: bluish grayish Hair color ::: blonde w/ some highlights Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: right Zodiac sign? ::: Cancerrr Height? ::: 5'3? [x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x] Your heritage/nationality ::: German, Irish, Dutch, Scottish Your hair ::: long, blonde, and ugly Your fears ::: spiders, and dying Your perfect room ::: Hot pink walls..black carpet :) What you practically do in a day ::: School, Cheerleading, Eat, Bed [x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x] Words you overuse ::: okay, asshole Phrases you overuse ::: ? Your first thought when you wake up ::: i don't want to go to school. Your greatest accomplishment ::: yesterday!First place for competition :D Something you want to do ::: go to flordia RIGHT NOW. [x] Part 4 -- This or that [x] Pepsi or Coke ::: pepsi McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: mcdonalds Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: Christina Aguilera Chocolate or vanilla ::: vanilla Adidas or Nike ::: Adidas Black or white ::: Black Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: Bills Burgers or hot dogs ::: cheeseburgers Egypt or France ::: France Rock or rap ::: Rock [x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x] Smoke ::: nope :) Cuss ::: yes Sing well ::: not at alll Sing in the shower ::: mmhmm Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: yep..expically during the sims..lol Believe in yourself ::: depends Like taking these longass surveys? ::: ya when im bored Play an instrument ::: guitar...well i try to play..it doesnt sound good lol Want to go to college? ::: no..but i got to Want to get married? ::: ya Want to have children? ::: yep Think you're a health freak? ::: no Get along with your parents ::: i usually get along with my mom...but my dad not really. Get along with your siblings? ::: no..i do sometimes though Think you're popular ::: nah [x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x] Gone out of state ::: no Drank alchohal ::: yes Smoke ::: no Get high ::: no Done any drugs ::: no Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: i dont like oreos Been on stage ::: yes Gone skinny dipping ::: no Been dumped ::: no Dyed your hair ::: highlights Stolen anything ::: no..me and danielle planned on this belt..but some ppl are just to smart for us. [x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x] Craziest ::: Samantha Loudest ::: Samantha Most shy ::: none. lol Blondest ::: myself Smartest ::: Chelsea or Jaclyn Kindest ::: Krystelle Best personality ::: i love all their personalities Most talented ::: Dan Best singer ::: Natalie and Jillian Most ghetto ::: Ashley V :) Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: well were all good at that Pain in the ass ::: mmm dont know The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: ... Funniest ::: Jen Best person for advice ::: Danielle Dependable ::: alot of them Trustworthy ::: Danielle, Stephanie, Megan, Samantha Druggie ::: haha Most likely to end up in jail ::: ehhh i dont know Person you've known the longest ::: Meggy [x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x] Last dream ::: last night Last nightmare ::: last night Car ride ::: about 30 mins ago Last time you cried ::: last night Last movie seen ::: parent trap!:D Last movie rented ::: hmm...i dont remember? Last book read ::: Odyssey Last word said ::: Sprite. Last curse word said ::: damn it Last time you laugh ::: about 30 mintues ago Last phone call ::: Stephanie...but she didnt answer :( Last CD played ::: burneddd Last song you listened to ::: obvious Last annoyance ::: stephanie isnt home..:/ lol Last IM ::: wally Last weird encounter ::: umm i just thinking in the car how i hadn't heard simple plan addicted in forever...then i got to the mall and thats the first song i heard in weathervane...haha WEIRD. :p Last person you hugged ::: courtney my cousin :) Last person you yelled at ::: my brother Last time you wore a skirt ::: my uncles funeral. Last time you've been evil ::: i dont know Sarcastic? ::: like every second Last time you fought with your parents ::: ehh like a couple days ago Last time you wished upon a star ::: mmm awhile ago..i forgot about that Played Truth or Dare ::: a long time. Spent quality time alone ::: oh i do that alot. [x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x] Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: yes Do you feel lonely ::: ya Ever TP'd someone's house ::: yes How about egging someone's house ::: no...but i have had to clean it up ;) Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: umm... Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: umm... Yo Momma ::: is so fat.... Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: yes What do you think of George Bush? ::: umm hes hot Any secret fetishes? ::: yes Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: umm...no How many languages do you speak? ::: zwei Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: umm... no Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) ::: yes 5 Carve your heart out yourself

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